HUNTER IS NOT A RESPONSIBLE DAD

 

What's up wonderful, amazing, sweet and lovely people. How are you all doing today? I hope you're all having a great day today and are not letting anyone steal your joy. Welcome to Maryam's Joyful Life. Today is a beautiful day. Thank you all for checking out my blog. I appreciate you all.

So today, I wanted to share a little bit of what I deal with on a daily basis with you all. Life as a single parent is not easy. I am responsible for everything. From paying the bills, to entertaining my kids, making sure they are safe and provided for. I also have to make sure I have time to rest from all of my labor of of the day. My body is so used to moving and activity that even when I am sitting down for a break, it's as though I am moving. It's crazy. Lol! Hunter is not a responsible father or person. He wasn't raised right. For years I put up with a lot of pressure and negative energy. I am glad we are no longer together. After we broke up, I felt a complete release from negativity and the energy around me and my children is so beautiful. I am so thankful for it. Although I wish I had help with the kids sometimes, so I can sleep a little longer or just go for a walk by myself. 

I believe that my childhood experiences prepared me for this time in my life. The situation I am in doesn't scare me, instead I am inspired by it. Each and everyday, I look forward to the adventures awaiting me and my children. I cope by staying positive and doing everything I can each and everyday to make sure life is beautiful for me and my kids.

My advise to women seeking men, be careful not to go after or allow yourself accept someone who has issues. Do your research about their family and be watchful about how they react and respond in times of stress and pressure. You learn a lot about a person when they are under pressure.

I never gave much thought to what I wanted in a man. The only thought I held unto was that I didn't want someone like my dad. I know this may sound strange to those women who want to marry men like their dads. My dad is deceased and has been for over 10 years. I didn't know that whatever you hold unto whether positive or negative, is what you draw to yourself. 

I love meditating and quieting my mind now. I have learned that in doing that, I gain full control of my life and create the type of life I want. I am also learning to trust God more each day because there's only so much I can do.

I hope you find inspiration from my blog.

I have a lot going on and I know it's all leading me to a glorious destiny.

With gratitude,

Maryam