WHY I STOPPED COMPLAINING

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I used to wonder why I felt stuck and nothing seemed to be moving in my life as I’d wanted. It bothered me so much because I’m a work horse and you’ll never find me being lazy physically. I always put all of my effort towards my goals. 

How come nothing was working in spite  of my efforts and actions? 

Well, I was self-sabotaging myself. The way I was doing it was, by harboring thoughts of why me? I felt sorry for myself because it felt like my prayers were not being answered and no matter how long I fasted or called for prayers, nothing happened. 

I was justifying the lack and emptiness by feeling sorry for me.

It all got me thinking about God and what God truly is. I started asking questions such as: If God couldn’t help me, who could?

Then I started mediating and searching for answers not from the Bible because the answers I got only confused me because I felt I had done everything obvious in the Bible like pray, sow a seed and ask for prayers but NOTHING changed. 

Anyways, I found out about the power of positive vibrations and imagination. See, in the past I would focus on what was wrong and I  prayed and cried for God’s help, while in the vibration of the things I didn’t want. On top of all that,  I was surrounded by ignorant folks who made the devil seem too big for God to defeat. Which by the way, got me thinking: “is the devil stronger than God?” If God is all powerful, why does it seem like the devil is winning?! 

Anyways, my problem was that I was ignorant of the law. The law states what we focus on, we make grow. Our energy flows where our attention goes.

The people I was around were wrong. Sooo wrong! My complaining about my situation didn’t help either. When you complain about what’s not working, you’re fueling the situation and making it worse.Everything around me set me up for failure. However, I still had a lot of fight left in me.I changed my energy. I started reading books that taught me about who I am- a divine being of intelligence and divine love. God is for me and in me. I learned in order to change my life, I first have to change the blueprint. Everything is created twice. First, in the energy world and then in the material. I started affirming that the promise of God is for me. I now make it a habit to visualize and affirm the good I want to see. I also meditate regularly to empty my tank of all negative energies. 
Don’t let anyone steal your joy!Maryam💛